It’s My Journal, I can cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry if I want to.

You would cry too, if it happened to you.

Some days I think I’m going insane. I’m sure we all have days like this, but in certain situations these days come more frequently and with more force. I truly believe that when we step back and consider our situations, when we step OUTSIDE of ourselves for a moment and try to look AT ourselves, we then can obtain a healthier perspective on that which might be frustrating us. This perspective allows us the freedom to return to the situation

- rested. – with a better idea of what’s going on. – with goals and objectives. – with greater peace of mind.

I believe that this is a spiritual thing. Jesus often left the crowds to go and to pray. The prophets, priests and kings often had these moments as well – moments when they had to step out of their situation and to seek the will of God.

I do not claim any such grandeur, but I do need a place to step away, open up, and look at myself. I used to journal a LOT. I don’t do that anymore. I try, but life is too difficult. So – this is where I will give occasional updates about my life, my universe, and everything in it.

It’s a sanity thing – if you don’t understand, don’t read it.